She said that someone had a dream in which we were sisters. I know someone is annoyed with me because I have to go my own way. I had tried to be reasonable but it was too hard and really unbearable. So I gave up and yielded to what life was giving to me, I stopped making plans. I got the courage to admit that I had made many mistakes, that I had neglected my feelings, my nature, that I had chosen the wrong man and he bored me to death.
That day I met her and we had a long walk as we were looking for a cheap pizzeria so that she could have some makaroni as she wanted to have it very much. She told me all the time she wanted makaroni. Unfortunately there weren't any pizzerias and we went to a small cafe where we had coffee. While we were walking I decided to change my life completely - I decided not to sacrifice my wishes to people who always try to make me stay with them. I have to be stronger and more independent, then they wouldn't manage to manipulate me. I know there is still a lot of garbage in my thoughts, there is offence but after I started all this and learned so much I understood that I couldn't go on living simple and senseless life full of foolishness and delusion. I have to develop. Thinking of all these I said goodbye to my friend and made for home. I knew then that all the treasures of life could be mine if I simply held out my hand for them.
And in the end of the day when I was home hot makaroni was waiting for me.